almost

today i almost did nothing all day, the one thing that i did is i watched a movie at the matsu cinema. scary movies are not scary at all, Don't be afraid of the dark, it was better then insidious by far but still it was good i guess, and yes i always have to guess. i am still in need to know how to put music on this blog, right now it's so boring, even i  fall asleep reading it, i probably just need to put a naked mole rat pic in some random place every now and then. well that's just me always trying to make my blog better....well and life for that matter but it's alright if something goes wrong every now...and....then...did i just say this a second ago *reads back* well i guess i just repeat things. anyway that's all i have to say on my own public journal. you best know that's all i got!!! haha bye

bishops store house

well today i went to the canary to help out from 9 to 6 then i had to deliver all the orders, but i drove the whole time so it was kind of fun, i wanted to go to seminary but i wasn't able to, sorry. i was going to give you another quarter but i guess that'll have to wait till next time. the store house defiantly brings back memories, but those are gone now so just fun times. guess what i'm going to learn in school this year.......you'll find out. that's all i have to say i guess. goody bye for now dudes

Thanks for the memories

thanks for all you've done, i chose you carefully and although it didn't work out how i hoped i learnd a good lesson. i will never forget you and what you've done for me, you say you've given my love back, well you did....just not all of it, you will always have a piece of my heart, just not the part i was hopping to share with you. i'm ok with just being a brother to you, just please don't denigh me that. you say you trust to easy, that's not true, you just let go to easy, that's the mistake. i hope you find a better guy then me because i don't want this happening to you again. i blame myself for everything that happened so i will be here to pay an endless det waiting forever to be repaid, need anything at all and i will be here to help you, i just have one last question, but that'll have to wait. with this message i leave a request of endless friendship and i take back my heart.....and apparently my hat also, you know you didn't have to give that back, but you did and that's that. so i leave this to you and only you Magen Sophia Jefferey Rose Lynn Kyle Jo Anthony Vin Zant or i could use your real name but that's no fun

it was my fault

I'm sorry i couldn't help you before that happened, you never even told me anything before, i'm still here i can still help you when your down, i want to always be there for you, but as you know it's up to you if you except or not. to me nothing's changed but i know to you everything has, if a relationship is to much for you then of course we could just be friends, even though we were anyway, just good friends. and what friend was it that hurt your other friend. magen know that i do care about all that you have to say or do, i'm extremely sorry for makeing you feel this way, even if it wasn't me directly i still led you to what happened. i know you most likely won't ever check my blog but i will blog the same amount as i did before only because i still feel the same as i did before. and i have more to say but you most likely won't read it anyway so this is all i have to say to you and only you, talk to you later magen

your still the lucky one

at least you are public schooled being home schooled, you have nothing to do, no friends to talk to, nothing but clean or work, so i'd gladly switch places. and i am not excited about seminary, all it is is earlier to wake up, but i do get to see friends so it's not that bad. anyway today was goodish, i had 1 hour of sleep then ran some where between 6 and 10 miles then went to seminary then went home and worked till 7 pm. doesn't that sound fun, haha totally. and ''te quiero'' is Spanish just to let you know, and i'm sorry school is so tiring for you, if i could help i would, if i'm able to in any way just tell me. and that's all i have to say on my own public journal, see ya dudes

first times

haha for once i have nothing to say for my day, it was decent i guess, but nothing exciting really happened, well this is a short dang post, the main reason i post this one is so i could say "te quiero magen" haha huh will you find out what that means, if you do you should know it's true, and only for you, but that's all i have today on my own public journal, peace out, haha first time useing that one

just mean shoes

flipping flops, i just found out that that i won't be starting school until the 13th at least, darn. haha anyway life's good.....at the moment, things always change so i can't expect for it to stay like this.  yes i finally got my cast/brace for my hand, i'm not sure what you'd consider it but it is now off and i can continue my piano playing, keyboard typing, practically my good old life i had before it broke, yep i'm just that bad at life haha, well today was good not so great, but it wasn't bad so it's all good. finally i will end this post i know you've been waiting for the ending, you now because i'm so boring. haha so that's all i be giving you people today on my own public journal. ;)  :)  :p

school

well for most people school just started today but for me i stayed home, haha the awesomeness of homeschooling, kinda anyway, but this only for half the year, and don't think that i won't be in any of your classes because i can request some of witch you are in, but anyway i'm going to be in every class at least 3 grades ahead, but that will change when i go public schooled, so i hope it's fun. it most likely will but hope is never a bad thing to do. haha and magen what up with the blogging a major amount then not doing anything at all for around a week, i just thought that was interesting, yup that's all i have for you today on my own public journal. :)

today was fun

so today i went to magens ward for church and it ends up that she had a talk and she likes to stay up next to the pottem or whatever it's called haha, so i had to sit next to her family and well tash is not very nice and kept hitting me in the head every time she past me witch was like 6 times (just to let you know). haha but anyway that was kind of fun, so sense i went to her ward i was at the church from 10:55 all the way to 7:40 haha doesn't that sound fun.........well it wasn't. but in the end it was all worth it because i got to sit next to magen, even though she was sleeping the whole dang time, but yeah today was fun, and that's all i have to say today on my own public journal :)

strong words

A few weeks ago i thought "hate" was one of the only strong words, but recently that changed. I found.....well i guess she found me but she changed my way of thinking about....well every thing, that's when love came into one of the strong words. i've always wondered what love feels like, and after a while of talking to her and being around her i think if love is better then this then i understand why people always say being in love is the best feeling in the world because this already is the best feeling in the world.

thanks to you

today was perfect, well just a big part was.  i've been working all day then i found out that i could call magen (instant great day), i found out time goes by really fast when talking to you, then i was able to take my cast off for an hour, that made my day amazing, then i got to talk to you again, oh yeah and... i looked at your blog before you said not to, i feel a lot for you too, i will explain everything to you at the dance, i have more then you think to talk about, but only if you want to talk about it. all this together made my day simply perfect all thanks to you magen, and that all i have to say.....to you and only you.

sorry about that

i am so sorry for not blogging recently, i've tried but i've been really really busy. and why haven't you been blogging magen, i only ask because i love to read what you have to write. another thing is you never told me that it was kyles birthday, i could have at least said happy birthday, and by the way i have not forgotten your gift, i'm still looking for it, it's not as easy as it sounds, well anyway you may not have known why you said i stole your heart but i meant it when i said you stole mine, i have never felt this way before for anybody, i hope you realize that. and that's it on my own public journal

no, darn, dang

i wasn't able to blog yesterday, got a new cast, super late last night. so i'll make up for it today. umm today was fun all except i didn't go to church. that would have made my day a little bit better, but i wasn't able to call a person today, that would've made today one of my perfect days but i guess i have to deal with the fact it wasn't, and that's my day, just a little shortened, haha ok well that's all i got on my own public journal,that's all folks

rafting rocks

i've been rafting all week, it was fun all but the first day, i was on a lake rowing against 40mph winds and waves that were going against us, that was dang hard. but don't worry, i survived. on the second day i ran into class 4 rapids, now that was fun, there was rocks everywhere and the water was flowing fast with the boat making it dang hard to control, but that's only some of what was fun but i'm in a hurry so it was fun and took forever, so i guess that's it for today on my own public journal. talk to you tomorrow

ta ta for now

well i'm off to go on the rafting trip, don't worry i'll share all the awesome and weird moments to you when i get back, but i got to go now so see you peoples later on my own public journal, haha t.t.f.n.

bad days

well if your having a bad day don't have to post if you don't want to, i just like it when i can read something that you wrote. but hey, you just need to feel better, i don't want to get in the way of your happiness so ignore me if you need to or want to that's up to you, well feel better and don't get depressed again, i like to be there for you and i can't this week i'm going to be gone, but you'll do what you want to do just please pick the right one. :)